It's A ......

I know the anticipation of waiting to find out what my baby will be is killing you! I scanned my self at work cause I am dying to know what we will have. Will it be a Girl! Will I have three Boys! Well the wait is over my friends! It's a .....BOY! That right my third boy!

Now I am happy and love what god has blessed me with. I wouldn't change it for the world But a part of me is sad! I feel like I am grieving the thought of not having a little girl! This is my last pregnancy and I know that I am sad about this and knowing their are no more chances. When I found out that Jake was a boy, I though well, I can always try again! Don't get me wrong I love my boys and glad that they are health, but I always imagined that I would have one boy and one girl. I though about how I would help plan my daughter's wedding and go bridal shopping with her. I never got to do these things with my mom before she got sick. She and I we were so close. We talked every night when I was away at college. I even slept in her bed when I came home! I just wanted one girl to share what me and my mom had. I guess God has a plan for everything. I will leave it in his hands!